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Oct. 21st, 2003 04:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Myabe it's because I was hoping the dentist would finish off the root canal today (which he did not, I have yet another appointment a couple weeks from now), maybe it's because I paid a lot of bills today, maybe it's because I didn't get to do laundry today, maybe it's the groceries that were so expensive but dammit, I want healthy food, but I feel really, really down right now.
I am working so hard, and I feel this thing like a hard lump in my chest that is so similar to grief. I am sure it will pass soon, but right now I just feel sad and frustrated. I want forward motion.
I am working so hard, and I feel this thing like a hard lump in my chest that is so similar to grief. I am sure it will pass soon, but right now I just feel sad and frustrated. I want forward motion.
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Date: 2003-10-23 03:42 pm (UTC)*hugs*