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Oct. 9th, 2002 07:57 pmI do have to say, at moments like this very one right here right now, that I do miss being able to walk into another room and tell the person there,
"Hi. I need someone to tell me that I am beautiful, that I am loved, that I am not crazy, that I have something worthwhile to contribute, that everything's going to be alright, that those shitheads over there can just kiss my ass, that no matter what happens, I still have what it takes to at least live, just a little."
And then that person, whoever they are, will give me a big hug, and say,
"Of course. Don't be such a goofball."
Additional bonuses to above would be: neck massage, playing with hair, a little snuggle while watching a movie or some random tv, sex, a trip to the movies, or going out for a drink.
But that's OK. I will manage to soldier on, anyhow.
"Hi. I need someone to tell me that I am beautiful, that I am loved, that I am not crazy, that I have something worthwhile to contribute, that everything's going to be alright, that those shitheads over there can just kiss my ass, that no matter what happens, I still have what it takes to at least live, just a little."
And then that person, whoever they are, will give me a big hug, and say,
"Of course. Don't be such a goofball."
Additional bonuses to above would be: neck massage, playing with hair, a little snuggle while watching a movie or some random tv, sex, a trip to the movies, or going out for a drink.
But that's OK. I will manage to soldier on, anyhow.