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Nov. 25th, 2002 09:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
enteleinI don't think I've been this stressed in a long time.
I've been working really hard, though, and I am clinging desperately to the little parts of me that are still hopeful and light and positive.
I think I am over-tired. I think once I get away from this landlady I will feel much, much better. She is truly poisonous. My upstairs neighbor and I talked about her for a little while tonight, and we both were trembling and upset by the time we shared our stories. She is simply not a nice person, and in a more complex way, she bleeds her ill will into the world around her. I called her the Exxon Valdez of landladies, and she truly is. She is a deathly oil slick on the water. Everything under her touch goes through a sea change. Bloated corpses of past renters in her wake.
I still love this apartment fiercely.
I am seriously trying not to lose it. Deep breaths, wells. Just a few more days.
I've been working really hard, though, and I am clinging desperately to the little parts of me that are still hopeful and light and positive.
I think I am over-tired. I think once I get away from this landlady I will feel much, much better. She is truly poisonous. My upstairs neighbor and I talked about her for a little while tonight, and we both were trembling and upset by the time we shared our stories. She is simply not a nice person, and in a more complex way, she bleeds her ill will into the world around her. I called her the Exxon Valdez of landladies, and she truly is. She is a deathly oil slick on the water. Everything under her touch goes through a sea change. Bloated corpses of past renters in her wake.
I still love this apartment fiercely.
I am seriously trying not to lose it. Deep breaths, wells. Just a few more days.
